Do i still the chance to have you back ?

My friend said i do have that chance . But only 40 % over 100 % :( Why ?  Am i that bad ? OMG i can"t stand to cried everyday :( Everyday my tears is like waterfall :( kept fallen :( I kept thinking about you and her :( yaALLAh please help me :( give him back to me if he is mine and always be mine :( My friend all said to not to gave up trying to get him back , but i'm not strong enough like he is  :(( I'm only 17 y/o . too weak :( I need you right beside me always to be a strong person and gave me even little happiness for my life . You said you are here with me ? But you are not mine  sayang :(